I mean you guys all summed it up pretty good. Toddd just live your life brotha and grow up a bit. In a few years I'm sure you'll open up to new things and understand how you effect people socially better. Its just a game but its a social community regardless where you go IRL or Online it's just what you make of it.
I don't think anyone actually hates you, you just act like every other dickhead on the internet. No one really knows you that well so no reason to beat yourself up about it.
Just reinvent yourself and be the better you, later toddd.