In-game name: Bleach
SteamID (https://steamid.io/: STEAM_0 : 0 :197171929
Staff members in-game name: Kendal
Staff members SteamID (/id (name): STEAM_0:0:50072294
Date & Time of incident: march 18th
Timezone: EST
Ban Reason: Toxicity
How long were you banned for?: 999 years
Proof of Ban:
What happened? (include any proof): I was toxic to Jackal in OOC.
Why should your ban be removed?: My ban should be lifted because I was really angry at that moment due to specific circumstances and I have learned from my mistakes.
I was really angry at that moment because some of MARSOC was being really toxic in OOC as well, and it really makes me angry when someone can be toxic to me, and I cannot just defend myself. I am not that type of person, I have to defend myself. Although I will not name any names, many people agree that some people at that time were literally trying to get people banned for toxicity. I felt like I was being witch-hunted, and as I already said, it’s in my nature not to take the crap. Still, I understand that what I did was wrong, and I learned from my mistakes.
Because of the lessons learned from my mistakes, my toxicity has also declined in the time since my ban appeal, many people hop in TS with me and we usually play other games, it’s a friendly time in general. In those fun times, I am not very toxic to people who join the channel, even people who supported my ban and I learned from my ban that I should be more mature and not be the toxic person I used to be.
I understand my reputation on the server is a toxic maniac, but everyone makes mistakes, and the best action to take after a mistake is to try to learn from that mistake, and I believe I have learned from that mistake.
Someone may say, “well he said in his ban appeal it’s in his nature not to take crap from other people, therefore he cannot change to a less toxic person,” well that is simply not true because although it’s not in my nature for me to stand up for myself when I feel attacked, I am hoping to start avoiding encounters in general that get me in the situations to be as angry as I got when I was toxic to Jackal. I want to make my community reputation better as a whole to avoid such encounters. With this new doctrine, I believe that I will be a better community member with much less toxicity very dissimilar to before.
With the lessons, I learned and due to the certain circumstances of my ban, I believe that my ban should be removed.