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I cannot sign into my main account, so I have to use this instead. As I previously stated, there was nothing in the base. It was early in the morning, and I don't usually build. I had just set up my base, and forgot the keypads. An honest mistake with no malicious intent. Why would I make a base unreadable if there was nothing inside. I was raiding and had killed Jiggy in the near vicinity of the base I was raiding. Not to mention, my base was literally right across the street from his. After his death, he returned to almost the exact same spot. If you know about the warehouse downtown, thats where he was basing, and I was based across in the shitty apartment building with 3 floors and shootable windows (with brick. Not the fountain hotel). He returned to the shopfront directly in front of my base, breaking NLR. While I was escorting printers outside my base, he gunned me down. He then proceeded to call me out in OOC, claiming I had a fail base. Me being a staff member, I went to check it out. Yes, I was not on duty, but I thought it really didn't matter. I did not interfere with his raid; I was simply making my base raidable. While I was putting down keypads, he put in OOC that I was breaking NLR, and proceeded to gun me down. Instead of talking to me in game, instead of making a report in game, he went straight to the forums. I feel this issue is VERY minor. It by all means should not be taken to the forums. If I was massing, if I was storing printers and refusing to fix the base, or if I was doing something at least a level 2 strike or more worthy, then it should be on the forums. But this whole report was made more to get me. I raided Jiggy successfully multiple times, and he was a little aggravated by it in game. His friend, eXg seeero, was also there, breaking multiple rules which he was punished for. In conclusion, I do apologize for the base not being set up properly. But I would have compensated you if you required compensation, I was already fixing my base before you killed me, and I would have been more than happy to settle this in game. TL;DR - This is a report that should not be on the forums. It is petty, and no harm was done. There were no raidables in the base, and I was more than willing to let him finish his raid. -Buddha

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Awesome! You fixed the app. Hope you make staff!

+1 seems like a great dude from the app. Make sure you act and try your best in order to overshadow the warms and temp ban. Also, you have read the staff rules but havent updated the app!

You seem like a great guy, your app is lengthy, and you seem fit for staff. However A. What do you mean that you have 50+ warns? Why should someone who has that many warns deserve staff? Can you elaborate on those warns please? B. You claim to have read staff rules, but clearly haven't. I don't even play on DRP, but I can tell you haven't read the rules. Please read them a bit more carefully. I'm neutral for now, but I'll change to a +1 once you fix it. Best of luck

Tier 5 Vain don't @ me

Hopefully you will! See you around

I joined back in July I believe? I am quite new.

Thanks nightmare. Thanks Wasdin. You are right, I do lack some confidence when it comes to other people's views on me. I'll try improving and being more ok with who I am

Once again, thank you all for the feedback. I'll try to implement as much of what you gentlemen said as possible to better myself.

Thanks for the feedback, I'll address it one by one. Duel- I can only have so much self awareness. Some people may think about a situation I deem "ok", and that's what I wanted to hear. Community feedback of what I'm doing wrong so that I can make the community better. I'm not a minge like RileyM, and take responsibility for my actions. Thanks for your feedback. Duck- I don't really know you that well, I assume you play on DRP, but thanks for the feedback as well. Maverick- I do admit, when I first joined DF, I did have an ego boost as I went straight from a SSG to a Delta Force CDT. But now, as a WO, I feel like I do need to assert some power. I don't know if my US brothers feel the same, as I have never gone on a power trip, nor extended my reach on what a WO can do, but I appreciate your criticism. Is there anything you would like to see me change or stop doing? If so, let me know. Also, to elaborate on the SEAL situation, it wasn't my call to choose war room as my DB. Other DF were upset as well, but we worked out our differences. Never did I claim SEALS hated DF, nor do they now. All factions get along pretty well on US. Upland- This isn't me making a sob story. No where in the post do I ask for forgiveness. I simply ask for community feedback. And although a porn link may not mean much to you, it had an impact for me within the community and my faction

Thanks. Any concerns tho? I do appreciate the compliments, but even nitpicking helps me out.

Appreciated. Love you dude

To preface this, I put this thread in rant so people could let their feelings out. This is in no way a shitpost, therefore I won't respond to shitpost comments. My name is Vain. I'm a Delta Force who went by the name Vagabond and Victor. You may know me, you may not. The sole reason I have created this thread is to improve myself as not only a community memebet in GG MRP, but to become a better person overall. I've done some big fuckups in the past, the major one being putting a porn link in chat. I think about this mistake daily; what it means for my reputation, what it means for my future on this server, and what it means in my faction. It is possibly my greatest regret, but even before that I strived to improve myself. I am asking for genuine feedback of how I'm doing. This is in no way supposed to forgive my previous actions; for if I have not forgiven myself, how can I ever be forgiven? This is to improve my behavior, and to listen to the community on what I can change in my behavior. Seen me do something mingey? By all means, post it here with video, audio, visual or no evidence at all. Seen me act toxic or disrespectful? Here's the place to put it. Any characteristics you do not like, or would not like to see in a community member, please let me know. I hope by making this and getting community feedback, I can be a face that is welcomed by everyone. I look forward to reading your honesty.