Never really had any interaction with you so I'm going to stay Neutral.
After reading this I agree that the appeal process should not be used to apologise, but after reading through the earlier posts its been shown that you have no intent to change how you behave in and out of game which makes it very hard for staff members to give you a second chance.
My best advice is to change, and prove that the change has taken place. Without that, staff can only go off past interactions which so far don't sound great. Think of your appeal as if you were a staff member reviewing it. Do you really think you should be unbanned? Why should you be unbanned? What steps are you taking to better yourself and change your ways?
Like @CountryThomas said, you have to be taken seriously if you want any chance of an appeal being accepted.
Best of luck to you