-1.
I even said to Loki, “if he makes an appeal within the next two weeks, -1. But if he can step back, realize he fucked up, wait a month and appeal — I’ll +1”
I think you need a break from Gmod and GG. Especially if you are so addicted, you’d rather die than not play on Gmod. I urge you to seek professional help if you are actually suicidal — however, if you’re using it as a bluff to guilt evity and the community to unban you; shame on you, and imo that really shows a lot of immaturity.
Finally, I’d like to point out that I didn’t ban you. I simply brought up the fact that I believe you were toxic, and it seems the community agreed with me. Ultimately it was the managements decision. The ban was not solely my fault.