I don't know even know anymore with you Buddha.
Lets start with the whole hacking thing. While there was no complete 100% proof (we'll say like 95%) that you were cheating, you managed to weasel your way out of that with a number of excuses. Honestly though, I felt for you with the whole suicide thing, as no one should have to go through something like that. But at this point, I'm beginning to think your using it as an excuse to stay in this community. You as an individual, and still a current manager have been on extremely thin ice since this incident. You continue to attempt to break at the ice by posting stupid screenshots, and now you go and do something like this. You have the emotional intelligence of a 9 year old, and if what you say about being suicidal is true, you need therapy, and not use it as an excuse to keep power on a video game community. Who the FUCK even does that?
Garnet has given you a second chance to redeem yourself, then you pull this on us. You sounded pretty serious with no remorse saying that shit in the video.
+1 from me dog. Honestly, i'm just disappointed man.
I don't think you should be community banned, but you should be stripped of your rank from DarkRP and any other servers for the time being. You've proven time and time again that you don't have the capabilities of being a role model.