Hey dude idk if anyone has seen the post idk why but i just discovered it.
Im really sorry to hear about your dad, cancer is a really fucked up thing that no one wants around and it impacts lives like crazy, I hope you and your family are doing well and everything goes fine. I know its hard but try to stay on the happy side as much as you can. Remember there are always people there to help you at times most needed.
this is really serious and if you need help please get it.
stay safe.