You have a lot of playtime and experience in the server but overall the application comes off as negative and very immature, here are a few things I'd like to point out.
You claim you are toxic and use vulgar language constantly in this application. In this sentence alone, I can tell the kind of person you are. Saying negative comments about yourself like this is degrading and overall shows that you cannot maintain positive nor find that this application is worth remaining professional. I've rarely interacted with you in-game so I'm judging based on what you've written. Not to mention the recent joke suggestion you created which @BINLADINHOE had posted while I was writing this.
It is not required for you to compensate for lost items or goods out of your own pocket. When we decide on punishments for individuals, we follow the D3A guideline almost every time, regardless of the user's experience within the server or their status. This is what I personally would expect from other staff members.
When staffing on duty, you'll need to be able to record in order to justify your administrative actions and so this is a priority ability for staff members. Before I even contemplate changing my mind, you'll need to get this working again.
~13 times, disregarding the fixed accepted appeal, almost triple what you stated. Most of them being this year. I don't know the context between the accepted appeals and the 3rd down ban but that's a lot regardless.
To end off this lengthy response, a -1 until further improvement is shown for your behavior or you take applying more seriously.