That feeling is inevitable so I understand. We've been through a lot of ups and downs but I was really happy when you found SSO and how it changed you for the better. Godspeed man.
This was already suggested recently and denied by garnet himself. Besides, even serious RP servers have third person. Your argument that it's failrp just comes off hyperbolic.
Wouldn't it make more sense to give GRU grenades then? If you're comparing by tiers (GB and SEALS have it) then it would make sense to balance it in such a way.