I'm glad you mentioned everything you did, so I may address your addressing lol. Part of what I've learned in the past year or so as stated in my staff app his how my actions and words come off compared to my intention. I never intended to be crass or cocky, I apologize for the GM stuff. Id love to talk about it so I could understand what I did wrong. I also understand the phys gun stuff and why that's frustrating, I thought I was apart of our healthy banter because I thought of you (and still do) very highly. As far as my ego is concerned, I don't believe I'm the best thing to ever happen to this server and I deserve the world but I would be a lie to say I wasn't a good staff member and deserved more (not rank) than what I did get when I was staff. I put alot of work into the server and was insanely good to the community. A lot of my frustrations that led up to my resignation were founded in the piss poor communication among the exec+ in the community. To address the re application and rank situation directly, it never didn't sit well with me about getting my rank back. The reason I didn't want to start from the bottom is the perms ofc but also why spend so much time climbing the ranks again and earning shit etc if it was going to be the same situation I left? I originally wanted some sort of rank back just so I could do good by the server and not have to worry about anything else. However, with the changes in the staff team that I've seen it looks to be a lot healthier and cohesive. Thus making me re apply.

I'd like to address the positives first. You were a good staff member, you got shit done and whatnot, and in your position as an executive was helpful to making my division succeed despite the difficulties you had to overcome. Overall, you're just solid. Now, the main reason I'm split as of now is because of how high your ego is. The main reason you resigned last year was that you thought you were more deserving of manager over @Orion8559 at the time, which never sat well with me (still doesn't btw). There were occasions that made me think less of you as an executive, as you sometimes abused your position to get away with things. Whether it was using your physgun to freeze me while I was doing an event, or the multiple times you logged events your own way despite me explicitly stating they couldn't be logged that way, just for you to never listen to me, regardless of what I told you (even when managers told you so). Lastly, the way you went about wanting to come back as staff, but just be given your former rank back, or a rank lower, again aligns with your high ego. We're no longer doing staff handouts anymore, and from what I was told, it clearly did not sit well with you that you were not getting your rank bank at all and would have to reapply. I really don't understand this mindset where you think you 100% deserve things. Aside from that, I'd hope this all is changed if you do become staff again. Good Luck!!!

+1 / Neutral   + Playtime and history good - Has never put a girl on. 

+1 -Experience - Known throughout the community - Hours - interactions I dont have a reason why we shouldn't bring you back into the fold, we could use some of your ideas to help grow garnet more!

Congratulations to all, this is the year of garnet gaming!