I never met Gamma, from all your kind words he seems like a great guy.
It's extremely sad to see an OG member of the community pass away like this.
Just remember, this is a community, a community that will support you in times of need.
The beauty of the anonymity of these online friendships is that you can express yourself as much as you want, to whoever you want.
Please reach out to people you know and at least talk to people about your mental health if you find yourself struggling.
You. Are. Not. Alone.
Rest In Peace Gamma, his family and friends are in my thoughts.