Kendal 450 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 It's been real. Good times and shit. Honestly I've written this out a ton now, and I think I've got it right this time. I'm gone. The server has given me a lot of fun, and a lot of stress. At this point, the stress outweighs the fun. Whatever happens to the server, Whoever gets manager after me, whoever gets Leadership of SSO, Good luck. This isn't me succumbing to toxicity and leaving because I'm hated. I guess I'm just not really mentally wired to handle the interactions of a ton of people daily, I stress for what I am doing to the community more than what it's doing to itself. I have a lot of people to say shit to, So... This might be long (Yes. To fuck with your eyes Im going to name as many people as possible) might be toxic at times. It's whatever. @AwesomeAidan @JimTrash : Good luck to you guys. Really. You two work pretty well together, and I'm sure you guys can do great. Hopefully the both of you can snag co-manager so you aren't doing shit on your own, or getting all the hate on your own. Jim, you were a great GRU COL and I'm happy you gave me a shot, been one of my closest friends since I joined. Aidan I think I made the right choice with you in GB. I wish I got to be in your 2GA a bit longer. @Redacted : We used to be really good friends. Don't really know what happened. A lot of fucking up on my part I imagine. Either way, good luck man. I'm sorry shit went bad between us. @JoeBudden : I'm sorry our friendship took a dive. You've been one of the closest friends I had since I joined the server. Hate that I didn't stay in your SSO longer. That raid edit I did for you will always be on my channel. @Jackal : Was 100% sure you were going to snake me at some point. But that doesn't really matter now does it? Felt like we became decent friends but, I can never tell with you. @VibeVibe : You're a new friend, IF there is a Garnet Times on this just fucking roast me. Thanks dog. @Himmler : Banning you was probably the last nail in the coffin for me. Your PDSS was the funnest time I had in the server, I hate that you stepped down and that I left for GB. Gonna miss you man. @Viva : Never thought I had what it took to be in Vega, Regardless of what people say to your leadership my ego wouldn't let me try out because I didn't want to get shit on. You'll probably be leading until the day the server eventually shuts down, or the fucking heat death of the universe sooooo @Gamma have fun. @Pencil : Really wish you didn't hack man. @shrimp : Sorry I banned your friends :c @Phantom : This is crazy, isn't it? @Katowice : Did a lot for me, you really helped me out when I first got manager. Think you were the one who pushed me out of my comfort zone and helped me get better as a player so, I appreciate you. Probably my best friend on the server. PDSS Boys : Don't get wiped idiots. But also, I love you guys. Jesus is smarter than Phantom imo, Just uses his brains to meme. Flame, work with what you've got. You're a good guy, just need to take more control of shit. @Simone Sorry our friendship went sour brother. One of the first people I became good ass friends with on this server, Alfredo Linguini looking ass. @Porche : Wherever the fuck you live, Give me a list of resturaunts that serve authentic cajun in case I ever go there. You tried your best all the time to keep me from losing my shit, I appreciate you. You're like a weird buddhist / hillbilly hybrid. @Koulit Your PDSS wasnt THAT bad. How did anyone expect you to outdo bleach though? Love you man. @Jake : I really didn't like you a while back, I've kinda grown to like your boomer cynicism. Good luck with Rangers man. @Torch : Im sorry man. Wish there was more I coulda done with your ideas and shit. @Dtedey : Bruh we were practically brothers in GRU. You showed me everything on the server for the most part. I remember running up to you as a 2GA, new to the server, excited to tell you about passing demo or marksman tryouts. Good luck in Vega man. You belong in it. @LarryThePotato : A literal brother to me. You risked coming to US to help with Green Beret when neither of us had leadership experience, or experience on US. Don't think I could have done that switch without you man. Among other shit, I miss the times you, tedey, and I would play KF2 or some shit together. @DRose : Good luck with SEALs man. I might stay around to help. you've been good staff and a good friend. @Prince Don't let FM get fucked man. I love you. @huskaii : Dude we NEVER got along and probably never will. But you're mean with an orsis I'll give you that. @Dan Gardner : Bruh I really miss you. Wish you'd kept playing MRP. @Gildarts : Really wish you were active for me being manager man. Were a fun guy to talk to whenever possible. @Garnet : It's that time man. I appreciate you giving me the chance to manage the server for you. I'm sorry if I let you down or wasn't the manager you wanted. Either way you try your hardest to do what you can. People just don't get that you aren't a AAA developer that can pump updates out every 2 days. If I missed anyone, My bad. But, Im pretty sure I hit as many people as I humanly could. Remember Delta? Remember the friendly competition over the shitshows in OOC we have now? I remember that. 3 2 1 1 25 Quote Link to comment
D_Rose 431 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 Man this one hits.. i appreciate what you done for me helped me throughout my time on server and taught me how to be who i am. I was glad to meet you and chill with you on Delta when i had first met you when we were both 2GA enlisted's. i hope to see you around man Quote Link to comment
Ting 368 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 Adios amigo! Tbh, you kinda look like greekgodx and Maui combined. yah Quote Link to comment
Vizii 566 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 Hope to see you around chief man, was a fucking amazing time with you in bleach's PDSS way back when. Sorry we got caught up in so much shit along the way when you left. gl out there bossman Quote Link to comment
vilan 82 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 /me salute Good luck with whatever your going to do hope everything turns out well for you. Quote Link to comment
Secretkilla 33 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 Kendal, I really enjoyed having you leading GB with me and accepting me in it. Hope you come back soon. Quote Link to comment
PraetorDon 485 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 If I ever gave you a hard time, I apologize. I hope to see you around on the server still, and in our upcoming D&D game. Quote Link to comment
eXg-Buddha 729 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 Fuck man, I'm going to miss you. We had a lot of great moments on DarkRP, and I appreciated you having my back on MRP when I would hop on. You were a genuine, real guy and its sad to see you go. Stay in touch, and I'm down to play games with you whenever. /me salutes! Quote Link to comment
Jesus 67 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 Kendal had the driest binky of them all. You were dry son, real dry. Maybe even the driest. Miss You Quote Link to comment
AwesomeAidan0221 703 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 You have always been a great person to speak to and have a nice conversation with. I am going to miss our GB channel vibes. As manager, you have done amazing things trying to put the staff team and the players back in place. This was really sudden and did not expect this but I hope you are feeling less stressed after this. Me and Jim can handle things from here on out. 1 1 Quote Link to comment
huskaii 586 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 11 minutes ago, Milton said: Dude we NEVER got along and probably never will. But you're mean with an orsis I'll give you that. just like Ethan. gl Quote Link to comment
Homast 377 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 Damn Kendal, You a real one to hang out and fuck around with. Don't be a stranger out here aight? 2 Quote Link to comment
The Garnut Nutter 15,201 Posted March 20, 2020 The Garnut Share Posted March 20, 2020 You l came to a final decision and I’m glad you did so. You being in the cycle of being strong/confident to unsure/anxious multiple times a day over a video game server was most definitely not doing you any good. I appreciate you for being around as long as you stuck around for, and wish you the best with whatever it is you do in the future! 3 2 Quote Link to comment
Rem_Paki 23 Posted March 20, 2020 Share Posted March 20, 2020 I fee forgotten. But man you were one of my favorite dudes on the server, you are a great dude and i hope you have a great time. Quote Link to comment
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